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I Stay, I Go


23rd October 2002

9:56am: So I had a dream about Scott. I can't recall the dream now but I'm left basking in this warm loving glow. He was my first love. Our relationship was torrential, passionate, sweet, sick, cozy, abusive... gawd, we were young. 20? What does a 20 yr. old know about love and relationships? What does a 20 yr. old know about dealing with obstructive emotions like jealousy? anger? feelings of betrayel? Abandonment?

I was his bunny and he was mine.

I called him this morning and yelled into the phone "I LOVE YOU!!!!"

"I LOVE YOU TOO!!!" he echoed.

Now how the hell am I going to get to Virginia??

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